How Great is the Lord

I just want to start my week out by complimenting the Lord and thanking Him for all He has done. I love the Lord with everything within me. This weekend I went on my women's retreat. It was the best time I have ever had. I was healed and delivered of somethings that I have been dealing with for sometime. I was all happy and ready to come home and share but it didn't exactly happen that way. Let me tell you the devil was on the attacked. On the outside of my door I was happy and excited and just couldn't wait to walk in my house to be with my husband and kids. I wanted so much to share the joy I had with them. But once I stepped through my door and was on the opposite side of it, I became my old self again in the sense that I was sad and depressed. I prayed silently to myself and tried to continue on with my sharing but we all know how hard it is to share and be happy when you are being attacked. Anyway, yesterday was no exception and I laid in bed last night and got up this morning prepared to go to battle. I know what the Lord did for me and I know what He shared with me this weekend and I will not allow it to be taken away from me. So, I had to apologize to my husband before I laid down. Bless his heart, I am so blessed to have him in my life. He worked so hard on our kitchen this weekend laying tile in the floor and then grouting and then I come home with my ungodly attitude. I love him so much and our children. But I have been praying this morning and I know that it is time for start stomping for God. One of the things I know the Lord delivered me from this weekend from doubt and the need to please everyone. You know, not wanting to say no to people even though you want to. God has taken those things up and tossed them to be seen no more. God takes things sometimes but we pick it back up and the devil knew what God did for me and he is fighting so hard to give it back. It isn't going to happen, I am not going to allow it. I have a great God who loves me and a great family and friends and I have a great church that holds lots of love and I am going to treat it all with greatness, just as the Lord wants. And in all honesty none of it deserves any less, even when we are not being treated so great, we are to stand with the Lord and pour out Love and understanding and so that is what I am doing. Anyway, I am going to go for now. I pray many blessings over everyone.